I knew I’d have to make this post at some point, but was hoping it wouldn’t be anytime soon. :(
I’m having problems with the payment people I used… so people can no longer get instant access to my site. Now you’ll have to send me MFC tokens or amazon vouchers and wait for me to set up access for you.
I really didn’t want to do this, but they’re holding over $200 from me, and on top of that they wanted me to give them $500 and wouldn’t take the $200+ they owe me out of the $500 which I thought was the biggest load of bullshit ever!
My site is safe, my content is safe, members are safe. Nothing is going to change for members… unless you’re not a member and wanted to join instantly and now can’t. :P
If you’re a recurring member please cancel!
I’ve asked what will happen to current members and they said that my members will stay there, you just wont be rebilled anymore. So you probably don’t even need to cancel, coz it’ll be cancelled anyway, but best to do it yourself if you can, just to be on the safe side! :)
I want my site to reach 60 videos for 2013 by the end of July. There’s 30 currently!
If I reach this goal, I’ll put up my $20 for 90 days price to $35 for 90 days.
If I don’t reach it, I’ll lower the price to $10 for 90 days!
My prices will be going up soon anyway. The $50 for 1 year option is going to change to $99.95 for 1 year, I’m not sure yet about changing the monthly option.
There is some rules about my goal for this month! The videos have to be at least 3 minutes long, and show nudity. So you don’t have to worry about me adding 30 videos of me sat drinking a can of coke haha. :P Unless I did it for 3 minutes whilst naked… ooh!
I’m going on holiday tomorrow so will hopefully get lots of new videos whilst away! :D I’ve got lots of new lingerie to take!
So anyway, wish me luck for this goal… or don’t if you want to join at cheaper prices. :P
At the end of last month(January) my husband left me… he decided he didn’t love me anymore… because he was too busy loving someone else.
It’s an amazing feeling when you realise someone was only with you until something better came along! Seriously, best feeling EVER! Words can’t explain the feeling… it was that good!
Well, obviously it wasn’t a very nice feeling. I went to the doctor last year thinking it was depressed… ha! That feeling I had then was NOTHING compared to what I felt the days after he left me. I’d never cried so much! I lost count of the amount of times I thought about killing myself… a lot of the times my dog stopped me, because I knew she needed me. But there are a few times she didn’t. I blame my husband for leaving me in a house in the middle of no where where he knew I didn’t know anyone buy him and his family. He didn’t care though and just left me there, not even checking to see if I was okay! How can someone be with someone over 6 years, see them every single day for 6 years and just not give a shit about them anymore?! I really am better off without him. It didn’t feel like it at the time, but I’m starting to realise that now.
Anyway, eventually I moved out of there, and now I’m back at my parents house, which makes making content a bit hard! They’re always home, so I can’t make videos talking and doing stuff like I could before… I’d be worried they can hear me! I’ll have to try get as much as possible done if I’m ever home alone, but it will probably only happen once a month… if that!
I’ll try and do pictures still, but there might not be any video updates for a while. And even pictures might take a while coz I still haven’t unpacked and I have no idea where my camera is!
So, just a update to say there might not be an update on my site for a while. I’ll try and get one up by the end of March. But this month I’m just trying to be happy and get over my ex. I haven’t even cammed yet and I really need to coz my parents need rent money and I’m running out of money!
Hopefully things will get better! *fingers crossed*
Oh, and the bush will be going soon, meeting up with a guy who doesn’t like hair down there lol! Well, most men don’t so I’m not surprised! I really like this guy and hope things go well with him. He knows all about camming AND some of my personal issues and he’s fine with it all, AND we have lots in common, so I really hope this will end well and I don’t end up in pieces in his freezer lol!
I think you are so cute. I would love to meet you and smell your butthole and kiss it. I would love to tongue your butthole. My dream is one day to meet you and you squat over my face and suffocate my nostrils with the wonderful smell of your butthole.
I’ll try and update it soon and add extra stuff to make up for the missing update last month. Hopefully it will be updated by the end of this week. :)
I haven’t made any new content for a while because I hate everything about myself at the moment… I know I’ve always hated myself, but recently it’s been worse which isn’t very fun for me. I’m hoping it’s just a phase and I’ll be able to make new content soon, just at the moment I want to hide away and hibernate. I don’t think it helps that I hated the last picture set I did… I don’t think I even uploaded them anywhere coz I hated them so much. My belly made me look more pregnant than usual(I’m not pregnant, I just look it) and I decided to wear glasses and they steamed up and coz I was boiling hot my face was bright red like a tomato so I ended up beheading all the pictures and then I looked like a twat. It sucks coz I really liked what I was wearing as well. Maybe I’ll go back to doing headless pictures. It is my face I hate most, but now my body is so flabby and ugly I hate that too.
I did lose some weight, I got a bit fucked up and ended up just eating a salad a day and nothing else coz I lost my appetite, so I’d have less than 200 calories a day. I would have stayed like that and happily lost weight and been super skinny again, but then I read stuff about starvation mode and got scared, plus I stopped taking the pills that put me off food. No don’t worry, not dodgy pills off the internet like them boob pills I took 8 years ago. They were anti depressents but they made me sleep for up to 19 hours a day, they put me off food AND made me feel sick. I ended up giving up on them after less than a month, fuck that! It was like I was in some kind of coma, the amount of sleep I was doing! Which is a shame, I was hoping the pills would be magical and would make me happy and make me like myself, and make me have lots of motivation! I have a feeling I’ll always be the way I am though, and there’s nothing I can do to change it, so I just have to get used to it.
Hi - just found you on xhamster and saw you had a tumblr too. Do you have any hardcore videos? If not, do you plan on making any?
Hardcore as in sex ones? I do have a few, and some girl on girl ones, and girl on girl on girl ones. I can’t add them to my main site though because it’s just solo content and I’d prefer it to stay that way. :)